i don’t know

the summer hols back at sg was awesome! everything about it was awesome- my family, friends, food, and the internship! learnt so many things. 🙂 am looking forward to working next year. cherishing this last year of studies cuz i know i’ll definitely miss being a student. 

yea so, i’m already back in tassie and it has been one month since school started. back to being swarmed by assignments. am doing one right now- submission’s on tuesday. got stuck along the way though. been stuck for 5 hours or so. shall move on and do those i know how to do. i dont know why i’m feeling so blue today. it’s not even monday. today, a variety of different thoughts and feelings swarmed me and i went through a few mood swings. i realised that i really am very forgetful. i don’t know if that’s good or bad. sometimes it’s good..   

am quite excited about doing my professional project. i’m proposing a music centre at marina bay! enjoying all the related research i’m doing right now.

i miss ai lin, the friendly old lady who runs the house church i go to. she was the very first person i got to know in tassie. havent seen her in months. will go and see her soon. 🙂

one of my pet rabbit, Chocolatte, died recently. still pretty upset whenever i think of her. she had been unwell for months, and since i got back to sg last nov, i took care of her alot. and by alot, i mean sometimes i even spend 3 hours just sitting by her side looking at her to see if she needs anything. she passed away within the first month i left sg. can’t help but think, if i could continue being by her side everyday taking care of her, maybe she wouldn’t have died so early. she was born to us by our other rabbits. i still remember how excited we were when she was born. she and another sibling, Marshmallow, were the only brown and white rabbits. their dad was fully brown while their mom was fully white. their other kids were either just brown or white too. i miss you Chocolatte. i choose to believe that you’re living happily now in bunny heaven. *i feel like crying now*

kbye.